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another boring day...clicc hte picture for my myspace |
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| Time:11:59PM
Hyper status: Currently tired in state of shocc.. don't fall in love with me i'll only break your heart
Mood:Tired
WHAT I DID
+Poetry meeting run by Adriel Luis [ill-literacy] & jocie de leon [ 8th wonder]
+FOOD with the homie Orion.
Damn the meeting was Dope hella folks showed up so that was koo koo....There was really only 2 excercises...but one really hit as a shocc...LOVE.
I NEVER TOLD YOU THIS BEFORE... BUT BECAUSE OF YOU I WANTED TO DIE, BECAUSE OF YOU I NEVER SAW MYSELF GOOD ENOUGH FOR THIS WORLD. i'M SORRY I'M NOT AS SMART AS YOUR BEST FRIEND'S DAUGHTER, BUT YOU DON'T KNOW THE THINGS I KNWO ABOUT HER. i'M SORRY IF I CAN'T GET INTO THE SAME SCHOOLS SHE DID BUT YOU DON'T KNOW ME LIEK I DO. i'M A PAINTER NOT A SCHOLAR... i LIEK DRAWING OUT MY LIFE NOT ADDING UP WHETHER THIS SCHOOL PLUS MY GRADE WILL EVER EQUAL TO YOUR AFFECTION. SEE I'VE DECIDED THAT IF YOU WOULD RATHER NOT SUPPOT ME THEN I WOULD DO IT ON MY OWN. tHE SCARS THAT YOU LEFT...BOTH PHYSICAL AND EMOTIONAL ARE STILL HERE!!!!... I COULD'VE DONE THE SAME I KNOW I COULD...I'M STRONGER THAT YOU BOTH MENTALLY AND PHISICALLY AND MY SCARS WOULD OF HIT MUCH DEEPER. bUT HTE THINGS YOU DID TO ME...I WOULD NEVER DO....I'F NEVER FO TO YOU NOR MY CHILD WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO ME. I'M SORRY I'M NOT A FEMININE AS YOUR BEST FRIEND'S DAUGHTER, BUT YOU DON'T KWNOT HE THINGS I KNWO ABOUT HER...I KNWO SHE CHEATED HER WAY THROUGH LIFE...I KNOW OF THE DRUNGS THAT SHE'S DONE, BUT I WILL NEVER DO...I KNOW WHAT SHE DOES WHEN YOU BESTFRIEND HER MOTHER FALLS ASLEEP AT NIGHT. I'M SORRY I'M NOT LIKE YOUR BESTFRIEND'S DAUGHTER, BUT YOU DON'T KNOW THE THINGS I KNWO ABOUT HER. SEE I WOULD NEVER LAY HANDS ON YOU LIKE SHE HAS TO HER. WITH YOU I CAN'T SAY THAT I LOVE OYU NOE EVEN NOW.
Basically it was tot he person that was layign on their dying bed and that has effected your life the most out of five choices...if you don't kwno who this is too then you don't kwno me weel enough....i have no more love...i can't give it...so i choose not to take it....so for those that i've tlakign to tonight and have given me more than i told you too thank you but i don't want your love.. i just want a homie and it's hard foryou i know but this is jut how it has to be.
End: 12:27AM
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